I am 19 yrs. old I am very shy girl I want so much to not be shy I feel like it’s taking over my life that I cannot function in life. I have hardly any friends I have hard time meeting people because I am so shy. I want to be in relationship so bad with a guy I just cannot seem to find any guys that I like and I am too shy to talk to any guys the only way I talk to them is if they talk with me I have only had 4 boyfriends in my life. I broke up with those boys I went out with because I was too shy.
I want so much to be in relationship but one thing that stops me is I am afraid that if I am in relationship with a guy I am going to wind up do something wrong that will mess up are relationship. One thing I am afraid of is French kissing a guy the wrong way I don’t even know if there’s a wrong way of kissing put I worry so much that I will do it wrong. I never had a problem kissing a guy just on the lips put Frenching a guy is what I am so worried about.
Also about making out with a guy that I will do be too nervous to do anything. I also worry a lot about other people and what they think and I know I shouldn’t do that I am just not sure how to stop being like that.
I am so glad I found your web page it feels good to know I am not the only shy person. I think your web page is going to help me get through this I am really going to try and get through this I really want too. I hope you understand me about everything I have just said I was hoping maybe you could give me some advice on my problems. What I can try doing not to feel like this. I really don’t want to be like this anymore. I want more than anything then to be able to get out there and meet people and get in relationship with someone I care a lot about and that cares about me. It’s just I am so shy and I don’t know what to do.